{ Wanderlust : Viva Mexico!

My sister, Kimberly, and I planned to go to Antigua for Memorial Day Weekend but instead we chose to go to Mexico. Kimberly lives in Washington, DC so she flew to Boston and from there we caught a straight flight to Cancun. Once we got in the air the fun began! I ordered shot after shot of Jack Daniel's while Kim sipped on champagne. Luckily  Being as persuasive as I am, I eagerly encouraged her to drink some Jack and from there it was a wrap! We shared laughs, photos, experiences, and reminisced about the past. In no time she was knocked out COLD! After about 3 1/2 hours we arrived in Cancun. Kim changed money at the airport and the lady changing the money tried to rob her. So after a few harsh words were exchanged, the manager came and Kim finally got the money that was owed to her.

Playa Del Carmen Beach ...

The place where we stayed was called Playa Del Carmen, so we took a bus from the airport and in half an hour we were there. Even though Mexico is not apart of the Caribbean I kind of assumed that there would be more similarities, but I was wrong. After the ride to Playa and walking in the streets I realized that Mexico had a peculiar look. The streets, shops and a few other things were different. Where we stayed was very tourist friendly, so there were ornaments hanging in the streets and the street vendors were so friendly. Before we went to the hotel we stopped by Burger King where Kim was determined to get her "Jalapeno poppers" that she had eaten during a previous trip. 

When we got to the hotel room we ate, showered, and then we got ready to hit the road. We walked on the beach and through the streets of Playa taking pictures and touring the town. As we walked around the local people called us, 'Nubian queens, Brown sugar and Shhhocolate women'. I always got a good laugh when they called us "sexy women" also, because with their accents it would sound like they were saying "Saaay-C women" (lol). Kim was even called Naomi Campbell a couple times. When we told the locals that we didn't need their services or we weren't interested in buying, they would then result to jokingly selling themselves. They would say, "Well then do you wanna Mesi-con boyfrannnn." [lol]

 At one point while we were walking around a club promoter gave us a  free VIP band to get into a club. So we went to a hookah bar, then we slept and got ready to go the club. By the time we were done we didn't end up leaving the hotel until 3 a.m. By the time we got to the club there was someone performing live and the DJ's from Atlanta were no longer playing. That is when Kim and I decided that we wanted to go to another club so then the search began. While we were walking to the club  quite a few men tried to chat with us and they even tried randomly kissing us ... *AWKWARD* [lol]. We thought it was hilarious so we just disregarded it and continued looking for another club. The search for another club wasn't difficult because there were so many clubs to choose from.

We were standing on the side of the road trying to decide which club to go to when a lady waved to us and said, "Hey! Come party at our club". So Kim and I looked at each other and said, "why not!". I suppose we fit the part so she insisted that we party at their club and we got in for free. To be honest, there was so much going on that I don't even remember the name of the club but boy was it JUMPIN'! They were playing techno, electro, dance, with a little mix of dancehall. As soon as we got in we went straight to the bar and started ordering drinks. The club was packed and the vibes was crazy. There were people dancing on tables, couches, on the balcony onto the mini stage. Throughout the night we even met a lot of cool people. After raving out a bit, Kim and I were feeling a bit daring so we climbed the balcony into the stage. Considering that the men kept oddly trying to kiss us, one of the people we were with kept easing in for a kiss. So I finally gave in and gave him a little peck [lol]. He was such a lil cutie though, so I figured why not?!!!!! (YOLO lol)  Kim and I had a great time and we shared it with some GREAT people. Finally we left the club at  6 a.m because we had to catch an 8 a.m ferry to Cozumel.

Mr.Sancho's Beach Club

By the time we got to the hotel we were exhausted and hungry. So we showered, took a mini nap and headed out for breakfast. Since this wasn't Kim's first time to Mexico we had breakfast at La Vagabunda, which is where she had eaten before. The breakfast was AWESOME! Everything was so fresh; even the orange juice was freshly squeezed. I usually don't like pulp but man, the orange juice so deliciously sweet. By the time we had breakfast it was already after 8am so we caught the 9 a.m ferry to Cozumel, which is an island off of Mexico. Kim wasn't very fond of the ferry ride but in forty minutes we arrived in Cozumel. When we arrived, we took a taxi to a beach club named Mr.Sancho's. Then we ate salsa, we tanned, swam and relaxed. We finally left in the evening, then we went to Hooter's (Mexican style), and caught the ferry back to Playa. That night we were going to go clubbing again but we got back to the hotel at about 11 p.m and we were completely burnt out! So we slept and got ready for our early morning flight.

Overall, the trip was so surreal; everything was just perfect. I certainly enjoyed getting the chance to spend quality time with my sister. Overall, I felt like Playa had a very romantic vibe going on so next time I go back (God willing) then I would love to go back with a significant other. Honestly, I wish I could spend the rest of my life simply traveling the world and taking in its wonders. Until next time ...

VIVA MEXICO!

Personal trip photos -

{ Being taken advantage of ...

- It SUCKS to know that I have to regulate the amount of giving, sharing, and loving that I do with people. I wish that I could do all of these freely, WITHOUT CONSTANTLY being taken advantage of. They say good people finish last, and I don't know if that's legit but it sure feels like it. What scares me most, is feeling like I'll never be loved for who I truly am because instead I'm being loved for what I have to offer (money, sex, nurturing nature, understanding, a seemingly endless supply of emotional/physical/spiritual energy). Such is life, I suppose. 

{ The poetic story about ... "That Mysterious Woman"

She gave up on herself even when everyone else still believed in her, you see.
And so ........
Many lost faith in her, well at least, that is what she believed.
In time, it was as if she became a faded memory.

Seemingly bitter but sweet, this woman is surely a mystery.
And this mysterious woman sporadically appears, seemingly out of no where.
She an be spotted every now and then, most likely at a night affair.
Every room she enters, she owns with her sex appeal,
You may notice a sparkle in her smile  glares.
She possesses an enchanting aura, so powerful that it easily changes the atmosphere ...
At one point or another, all eyes adhere.
The grace, and confidence in her walk, would make anyone want to stare.

But although it may not show,

She comes alive at night because she feels low.

Therefore, she searches for the high ...

A few drinks and suddenly, you can see the yearning in her eyes.

The groove in her hips,

And the glow of her chocolate thighs.

You would think she had no worries, no cares, and no fears.

But when the music stops, and she sobers up ...
Her 'so-called' reality is back to a nightmare.
This woman has a natural mesmerizing essence, and her treasures are indeed RARE,
If you seek her, you may find the true essence her of being.
But just know that upon greeting her despite of what you're seeing ...
You could become captivated by her trance.
And THIS ....  Is the story of, THAT MYSTERIOUS WOMAN .... 

>>"Her body move but her mind is manic'n" - Common<<

(Click on "read more" to read the endnotes, etc.)

{ The Leeches and The Snakes

NEVER talk about the things that you're about to do ... 

Watch your 'friends' because your 'friends' may also be watching you.

Indeed, even your 'friends' pray for your downfall, and their negative energy can manifest into reality.

I call these people leeches or frenemies because they'll secretly hate you but praise you at the same damn' time ESPECIALLY when they see you progressing in life ... There's MANY snakes that lurk in the grass, so I prefer to keep mine cut.

#CESTLAVIE

{ Nostalgia

So I sit back and reminisce about the pastOh how much things have changed, 

The good times never last.

We were livin' free and wild
 But time just moved too fast

All I know is that back then ...

We SURELY had a blast.

- Nostalgia

(Past > Present)

{ " Boy Meets Girl "

Setting : Brooklyn, NY, the middle of some street - during the New York Caribbean Festival .

Some dude approaches me meanwhile I'm dancing and says, "So wassup ?"

I say, "nothin' much (as I'm caressing his golden and firm chest.)" LOL! (He was shirtless, of course ..

"Dressed for the occasion ..." figuratively speaking)

Dude says: So let's cut all the small talk, you gon' take my numba ?

I say: **gasp** ughh. what?! FINE! (damn near appalled because that's usually my line. -_- Besides, I kinda like the fact that he cut straight to the chase. No time to waste!)

Some dude: Walks away .. Then slowly and romantically releases my hand, and blows me kisses from wayyy across the street. ** I then began to melt like ice cream on the pavement on a hot summer day**

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a simple interaction but boy did I melt ... His approach and his demeanor, totally got me ...

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{ CONFESSION: I've Been Battling With Depression

I wish I could be this happy go lucky, outgoing, carefree girl that everybody thinks I am, but I'm NOT. Just for the record, this isn't me venting about pettiness and being overly dramatic or emotional. Nor is this me venting about the common "blues" that we all experience from time to time. This has absolutely nothing to do with that. This issue runs FAR deeper than all of that ... This is about me being my worst enemy and waking up to the face of emptiness every dreadful day. I hide it because I loathe pity, I'm ashamed and afraid to be wrongfully judged, or thought to be some kind of "weirdo". Some people want to understand, but some things cannot be understood without experience.

Do you know what it feels to wake up day after day feeling lifeless, hopeless, tired, fatigued, apathetic, helpless, irritable, anxious, disoriented, distracted, incompetent, etc? Think about it ... Do you know what it feels like not being able to work, study, learn, eat, sleep, keep up with hygiene, and/or enjoy life? No, you don't? Well let me paint the picture. First, imagine yourself struggling to wake up. Then awakening but not being able to move because somehow your emotions have you paralyzed. You feel like a body with no soul; you practically feel like a vegetable or a zombie, you're just empty. You attempt to rise up in hopes of accomplishing something. Instead, it takes you about two hours to accomplish a task that would take a more 'stable individual' twenty minutes. I understand that this may sound a tad bit dramatic but what I'm attempting to express is nowhere close to the reality of what it's like to be challenged by depression each day. Now try place yourself in this situation. It's not easy, is it?

Sometimes all I want to do is cry, but I get wearied from crying. Most times all I want to do is sleep, smoke, pop pills and drink just for the sake of euphoria or escape from myself and the world. I wish I could simply snap my fingers and be okay. I wish I could shake myself out of it but some things in life are easy said than done. I feel lost. I feel alone. I feel weak. and I feel worthless.

It's amazing how many people you can fool with "good looks" and charisma. Well, sorry to break it to ya' but you all have been deceived by a damn good actor ... I smile when I don't wanna smile, I laugh when I don't wanna laugh and for what? Just to convince myself and others that I'm happy and emotionally stable. Well guess what? I'm not, and truthfully I can't even remember the last time that I have been. Oh yeah that's right, my last (oh so short but sweet) taste of happiness was in the year 2010 ... THIS I remember VIVIDLY. Unlike many people that experience "depression" it's usually a short term thing, a few days, weeks, months, but with me it's always been years. No matter what I do the feeling of emptiness still lingers within me ... Story of my life. Feel free to pass judgement. You can sit around and make this the topic of discussion, joke about this and you can even call me crazy, 'mental, retarded ... Call me whatever you want but if I write ...... Then perhaps the truth will set me free .. #thatisall



This is ....

 the REAL me.

- "There's no need to try to hide your emotions because they are too close to the surface. Even if you pretend that everything is okay, others will see both sides now. Stop resisting; those who matter will accept you just as you are."

{ The Quotes of My Life!

In order to be IRREPLACEABLE; you must always be DIFFERENT. I dont try to FIT IN when I was born to STAND OUT. I was born an ORIGINAL , why DIE a COPY? - One of my favorite quotes.

{ 11/09/2010 Horoscope - Improve Yourself, Improve Your Life!

"You should be able to maintain your gracious manner and personable way of interacting with others today, even if you lack your normal patience. You really don't need the distraction of an intense argument, especially if it doesn't matter who wins in the long run. Instead of attempting to prove you are right to anyone else, concentrate on improving yourself."

- What a coincidence, one of my worst flaws is that I have no patience for stupidity, ignorance or disrespect which often results in conflict. Overall I'm a very cordial person, but the moment my patience is tested, I become abruptly contentious and ferocious. In the midst of a heated dispute I become inflamed and uncivilized, finding it difficult to maintain a pleasant manner. On the other hand, in a mild disagreement I become VERY rude, and slightly repulsive. When I'm upset, it's difficult for me to express myself. Therefore, regardless of the height of the disagreement I always feel obligated to have the last say, I MUST win. It's quite shameful: this is not who I am or who I want to become. lWe all have flaws, and what's most important is that we take heed of them and strive to fix them by any means possible. Improve yourself and you'll improve your life! ;)

QUOTE: "Thoughts become words. Words become actions. Actions become habits. Habits become character. And character becomes your destiny. Don't let the negativity given to you by the world disempower you. Instead, give to yourself that which empowers you."

Encourage growth, change, and positivity! :]

{ Disconnection

Recently, I've been disconnected from everyone and everything; basically MIA. However, there's a perfectly good reason for my absence: I work three jobs and have a lot of "me" time to spend. When I say "me" time I don't mean negligees, nail salons, or champagne sippin. I mean I've been going through a certain period of transformation and my main focuses are progression, spirituality, stability and individuality. The ultimate goal at hand is BALANCE! It's been very difficult and it seems like an everlasting task ... However, in due time this will all come to past and I will be able to look back and say,"I am triumphant." With a strong family, peer, and religious background I believe ANYTHING is possible, and all will be well. Therefore, for the readers that still read - thank you, and bear with me through the times of despair. I will continue to blog if you will continue to read <3 :]

{ That Good Love

This video is depicts features of the kind of relationship that I would love to possess! **hearts - What can I say ... I'm a proud sucker for love and hopeless romantic.

{ You. Are. Beautiful.

I am attracted to your beautiful ugly and in love with how perfectly imperfect you are.
 I am intrigued by how sane your insanity is and I love how irrationally rational you are.
Your bitter is just too sweet; your bad is just too good; and your dirty is just too clean. 
I wouldn't change you if I could.
Basically I'm secure with all of your insecurities and I see perfection in ALL of your imperfections.
As complex as this may sound; it's simple ... 
You .. Are .. (UNDENIABLY) BEYOUTIFUL! 
Promise to always beYOUtiful.

{ Educate Yourselves

Face it . . . These songs speak the TRUTH of what's going on in the world in the form of lyrics ; even in the midst of all the fabrication & BULLSHIT ... Don't just listen to the words ; let them MARINATE!

{ No One's Gonna Love You (Paul Epworth Mix)

This is such a beautiful song and dope ass visuals . . .

= The EPITOME of creativity, and I must give credit where credit is due.

{ Photographs

" A PICTURE IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS "

There's something about photographs that triggers nostalgia. When I look at a photograph its almost like I'm there at that place and time, embracing the the magic of the moment. That's the true beauty of photographs.

Good times don't last forever, and we all know that but photographs tend to shine light on that idea. Therefore get a camera and save it all! A photograph has the ability to preserve all the emotions and beauty of a compound experience, in just one still image. The idea of that leaves me BAFFLED.
My favorite things to capture is nature, like sunrises, sunsets, animals, buildings, even self photos.

I finally got a starter camera (Nikon L110, next is the D5000) perhaps its time for you to get yourself one! ;)

{ LIBRA Characteristics/Personality ---- #selfdescription

                                       

I am the epitome of a true Libra, so this whole post is a self-description of myself . . . Yep, EVERY LAST THING that you need to know about me is in this post! If you've ever questioned my character or questioned the reasoning behind my actions. I vigorously recommend that you read this. I know many times I'm misunderstood because I'm very complex. However this will offer clarification. Keep in mind that I didn't make this because it sounds good . . . I made this post because this is who I truly am. Again I repeat: THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM and for those of you that truly know me will agree .. I know it's a tad bit long and I tried to curtail it, but it's all valuable information so I found it hard to do so. It's not boring though ... I'm sure you'll like it, lol! 

BALANCE: Libras may seem a bit indecisive. This is because in their efforts to be fair they must study every angle of a situation before making a decision. They're always trying mentally to balance things and get an even judgment. They're out to do what is best for all. Libras are master strategists and organizers. Libras are friendly, sociable and can charm anyone who engages them in conversation. When bored they quickly become lethargic. People born in this time symbolize "balance." They seem always trying mentally to balance things and get an even judgment. It is with their innate desire to adjust the balance of things by making laws for the betterment of their fellows. Libras try to seek balance in all that they do. They respond to situations with grace as Libra attempts to put others at ease. The greatest balancing act is between self and others, and it is here that many Libras focus their energy.

PEACEMAKERS: They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them. Libra is a sign that values peace at all costs, and is very fair minded. People like being around Libras, for in the event of a dispute they will seek a compromise. They strive for balance and harmony and are happiest when their environment is ordered and serene. They are always diplomatic and not adverse to compromise - particularly if it will avoid discord. Instead, Libra attempts to establish negotiations. Libra's great gift to us all is we can trust them to be unbiased in their decisions at all times.

PRUDENT: They have a strong sense of justice and fair play. Faced with conflict. Libra never exhibits cowardice. Most caring of signs. It is pretty unusual for them to express anger, but when they do it usually results in wrath. Not the one you wanna mess with.

ELEMENT: Air signs = GREAT THINKERS.

SOCIALLY PROMINENT: Libras are the natural born communicators. Nice to everyone. They are very social human beings. They are often found in public life. Good natured and loving, they enjoy talking to people, yet can also be very attentive listeners. Libras love to know everything about the people around them. They have large circles of friends and acquaintances. People born under this sign are very social; they make good friends and great counselors. They love giving parties, and they have talent for making people feel at ease. They are graceful and charm when helping others.

LOVE TO HAVE FUN ! : Libras know that life is loaded with undercurrents of evil but Libras attitude is "Why look for the bad things? Why consider the evil and wretched side of life? Let's run out and buy treat ourselves to a martini or something. You'11 see. We'll all feel much, much better." Libras have good sense of humor, silly, sweet, adventurous and fun.

EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL: Have you ever met a person who seems to find everything horrid wonderful and everything wonderful horrid? Have you ever known anyone who finds hidden beauty and grace in people you wouldn't want to take the bus with? If the answer to these questions is "yes," you probably know a Libra.

GREAT INTUITION: Libras are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism. They are often very psychic, have curious presentiments, and would make very devout spiritualists, theosophists, and occultist., They are yet so strongly endowed with the desire to reason out everything that their love of exact proof usually overwhelms their psychic powers.

SUPREME ROMANTICS: In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality. Time with their lover and family makes them feel complete. To a large extent their love relationship will become their identity. Libras can be very sensual and eager to explore both the spiritual and physical limits of their relationships. Libras are best involved with a special person who understands their need for romance and their search for the perfect environment. Shaping their relationship and creating entrancing moments is where the Libra focuses its creativity. Libra is the zodiac sign of Partnership. These people's nergies are focused on melding and combining with others; they are at their best in personal relationships. As lovers these people are the most quintessential romantics among the zodiac. Venus ruling, they have an idealistic view of love and togetherness.

KEY PLANET: Venus
Venus is the planet of love and desire. She is in charge of romance and beauty. But Venus isn't only about physical love; she's also symbolic of the ideal love. She is the beauty of a rose as much as she is the attraction we have to someone we love. As the key planet of Libra, Venus is about the perception of beauty as an ideal. Here, she is the proper blend of colors, the right mix of music or the perfect poetic description of love, itself.

HEALTH PROBLEMS: People born in this period are inclined to suffer most from nerves and depression of spirits, also from pains in the back and kidneys and severe headaches. Libra governs the lumbar region, lower back and kidneys. Its subjects must beware of weaknesses in the back, and lumbago, and they are susceptible to troubles in the kidneys and bladder, especially gravel and stone. They need to avoid overindulgence in food and especially drink, for the latter can particularly harm the kidneys.

FAVORITE COLOR:
The most suitable colors for them are all shades of blue, violet, purple and mauve.

PROUD of ACTIONS: They are extremely positive and decisive in all their thoughts and actions. They have great foresight and intuition, and are generally seen at their best when acting on first impressions.

ASPIRATIONS:
Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant result.

WEAKNESS: Forgetting to take care of your own needs

RANDOM: Libras urge us gently along toward human understanding, beauty and righteousness. Emotional. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

If there are any questions about this post feel free to comment or email me at Kayona.King@gmail.com

SOURCES:

http://www.cutehoroscopes.com/libra_horoscope.php

http://horoscopesnap.com/libra-zodiac-sign-description.php

http://horoscopes.aol.com/astrology/zodiac-central/libra

http://www.astrology-online.com/libra.htm

http://www.gotohoroscope.com/libra-meanings.html

{ Appreciation

I've really been gettin more feedback on the blog than I thought I would, and figured I'd thank everybody for taking the time out to acknowledge it. I hope you get something from it whether it be the music, a lesson, or just a good laugh.

Read. Relate. Engage. Request and suggest (through comments or email: kayona.king@gmail.com). Enjoy!

Stay up and GOD bless! ;)

{ Dark skies

At times I reach the point where dark skies hang low above my head, and it seems like they'll never pass, but truth is . . . They always do. Bad times don't last forever, there's always a better tomorrow ;)