{ Being taken advantage of ...

- It SUCKS to know that I have to regulate the amount of giving, sharing, and loving that I do with people. I wish that I could do all of these freely, WITHOUT CONSTANTLY being taken advantage of. They say good people finish last, and I don't know if that's legit but it sure feels like it. What scares me most, is feeling like I'll never be loved for who I truly am because instead I'm being loved for what I have to offer (money, sex, nurturing nature, understanding, a seemingly endless supply of emotional/physical/spiritual energy). Such is life, I suppose. 

{ The poetic story about ... "That Mysterious Woman"

She gave up on herself even when everyone else still believed in her, you see.
And so ........
Many lost faith in her, well at least, that is what she believed.
In time, it was as if she became a faded memory.

Seemingly bitter but sweet, this woman is surely a mystery.
And this mysterious woman sporadically appears, seemingly out of no where.
She an be spotted every now and then, most likely at a night affair.
Every room she enters, she owns with her sex appeal,
You may notice a sparkle in her smile  glares.
She possesses an enchanting aura, so powerful that it easily changes the atmosphere ...
At one point or another, all eyes adhere.
The grace, and confidence in her walk, would make anyone want to stare.

But although it may not show,

She comes alive at night because she feels low.

Therefore, she searches for the high ...

A few drinks and suddenly, you can see the yearning in her eyes.

The groove in her hips,

And the glow of her chocolate thighs.

You would think she had no worries, no cares, and no fears.

But when the music stops, and she sobers up ...
Her 'so-called' reality is back to a nightmare.
This woman has a natural mesmerizing essence, and her treasures are indeed RARE,
If you seek her, you may find the true essence her of being.
But just know that upon greeting her despite of what you're seeing ...
You could become captivated by her trance.
And THIS ....  Is the story of, THAT MYSTERIOUS WOMAN .... 

>>"Her body move but her mind is manic'n" - Common<<

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