{ Two of my FAVORITE comedy scenes!

 

{ Fast Food = :\

Okay, so I have a thing against fast food. Do you know who the hell is making your food? Do you know how they make it? Do you know what's in it? Most times ... Not unless you manufacture the food or you prepare the food yourself. I rest my case ... Lol.

WENDY'S-  I was with my friend when she found a green bug stuck to the lettuce in her burger, AND she was already on her last bite.

MC. DONALD' - I found a bone in my chicken sandwich including clumped up, fatty pieces on NUMEROUS occasions ! :\

ASIAN RESTAURANT- I ended up finding a BIG ass egg shell in my rice !

RANDOM PLACES- I tend to find hair in my food frequently. GAG!

Now ... This is ALL facts, and there's more but you get the drift. I suppose that I always take notice to these things because I'm always on the look out for it, and it COMPLETELY freaks me out! So I really don't even eat fast food unless I am dying of hunger or I'm short on cash lol!

                                                        SAY NO TO FAST FOOD! Lol!

Its just ... So unsanitary and unhealthy ... -_-

{ PHENOMENAL WOMEN

I admire these ladies for different reasons, but mainly for their individuality. They are free-spirited, rebels, activists, strong, confident, and beautiful. Janelle Monae wasn't always a part of this until around February (2010). I chose to add her because she's the newer version of these ladies and I'm cool with that. After, I suppose she's the new ordinary and apparently this generation seems to be more attracted to the new. One thing is for sure, I'd rather see more people look up them than this "GAGA" character. I just think that they're better role models ... 

Lauryn Hill

Lisa Bonet

Erykah Badu

Indie Arie

Janelle Monae

{ PASSION !

Be passionate about EVERYTHING you do in life! For example, when you kiss someone let it be everlasting, and let it be one that touches deeper than the physical. Let it touch the soul. Even when choosing a career, don't decide that your gonna be something just because someone else encourages you to be. Do whatever you're PASSIONATE about, because chances is that you'll be more efficient in carrying out your daily job requirements and you'll be happy about attending your workplace. Remember, YOU'RE the one that's gonna be stuck doing it for the rest of your life. And well ... YOUR happiness matters. Confucius said it best, "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. 

I know that the first picture may indicate something else, but don't get too carried away. It was the BEAUTY and evidence of passion that attracted me to it.

Okay, fine ! Ill be COMPLETELY honest. My first thought when I saw these pictures was SEX, but REAL SEX. Meaningful, heated, PASSIONATE SEX ! You know . . . Like the worlds coming to an end type of sex or the our bodies belong together type of sex." - P.s don't get it twisted, I'm 19 years old and I'm still a virgin, but let's just I have a vast imagination !! ;D

Ooooooooh man ! Just the thought of something SO BEAUTIFUL makes me realize how FASCINATING life is. Love is bliss. The thought of falling in love is beguiling . . . *sighs*, one day.

WHOOPS! Had a Kayona moment. I'm back now, lol! ANYWHYO, point is  ... Without passion, actions are meaningless and the results aren't always effective.

{ Me.

I'm a down for whatever type chick, I take risks, and I have fun to FULLEST! Life's too short, and only granted once, so why not make the best of it? 

I wouldn't say that I "live for the moment", but I'm constantly "searching for the thrill". I'll admit it ... I'm addicted to the rush. I'm a bit spontaneous and risky but I have my limits. When I take risks I weigh out the pro's and the con's of the situation, so that after everything is said and done, I still feel as though I made the best decision. Even if the consequences are harsh, I make sure the risk is worth it. I always think before I act. I make it a PRIORITY to make the BEST decisions for myself and others no matter what. 

People say I'm a comedian, and well, I just like to make people laugh. It's easier to show than it is to tell but I was nominated LEHS class clown, so that must tell you something. 

{ My Dreams ...

All I want to do is help people, make people smile, and give everything until there's nothing left.

Helping others truly makes me happy and completes my existence.

I once had a "master plan" but became discouraged and stopped brainstorming. I doubted myself for many reasons and gave up on that dream.

I guess what it comes down to is : Determination, confidence, and grind ..

Well anyway, I asked one of my friends if he'd support me, and what he thought of my "master plan". His response :

" I do remember you mentioning the organization to me before. I really think it's a great idea so I'm not sure why you're doubting yourself. You have the potential because you know what you want and now you just have to do the work to get it! They have all sorts of grants and loans for people starting their own businesses. It's hard work - and I suggest you take some courses on the subject and research as hard as you can and do a lot of volunteering to get your name out there. I am not too sure how people go about these things, but all I know is, if you have a dream - you better sink your teeth into that mother fucker and bite down as hard as you can because that shit can fly away just as fast as it came... I am not sure there's much use here as much as a pep talk to get motivated. But yeah, I am behind you 100% Kayona."

This message gave me hope and inspiration. This made me consider the possibilities, so for that I am greatly appreciative, though sometimes I still doubt myself ... One day, when the time is right I WILL accomplish this goal and do whatever it takes to make it happen. Keep me in your prayers ... :)

{ Spread love

                                                                         

Okay I'll admit I'm a little wild, defensive, bitchy, and "extra" at times, but above all that I'm just a crazy chick, with a BIG heart that wants to change the world.

Perhaps one day . . .

{ Indian & African Garments !

Indian and African garments are SO me! ;D I've always had a fascination for them.They're not just pieces of fabric they tell their own story. A story of heritage, courage, confidence, pride, and spirituality. Not to mention, the colors and the stitching is always so BEAUTIFUL. Therefore, slowly but surely I'll be making a few additions to my wardrobe ! :)

{ HENNA TATTOOS

HENNA TATTOOS, gotta love em !! 

DEDFINITION: A tatoo-like form of body art (Mehindi) in which the skin, especially the palms and sole, is painted using a paste made from the leaves of Lawsonia inermis, a shrub that grows in Egypt, Tunisia, Iran, the Arabian peninsula and tropical Africa, popularly know ashenna, henne, al-khanna and alhenna. It is applied to women as a temporary skin decoration, often for weddings and festivals for Jews, Hindus, Muslims from the eastern Mediterranean into the Indian subcontinent. - Via {http://medical-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Henna+Tattoo}

 I wanted my first henna tattoo when I was ten years old. A seemingly Indian lady was making them at Underground Atlanta. I was SO fascinated and I've always wanted to get one over the years. Heck, I wanted to get one at that moment, but I was young with no cash and I doubt my mom would've ever given me money to get it done. It doesn't seem to be popular outside of the the cultures listed above, so it's been really difficult to find. Either way, I CAN'T WAIT to get a henna tattoo . . . I googled it and found some examples. Check them out! 

{ INCENSE

INCENSE.

I burn it on the regular. Some people burn it for occult purposes. Other people use it because  " the rising smoke symbolizes prayers (or praise) rising up to the heavens ", or it's used to "cleanse and purify a sacred space ".

I burn incense because it has a great scent, but I mainly burn it for meditation purposes. It's a method of aromatherapy, and it creates a natural mystic flow that helps me to center my thoughts.

- I know. it's hard to believe that a girl of my nature would be interested in things like this, but you'd be surprised of the things I'm interested in. And .. you know, it's good to try new things so you should try it some time, I bet you'd like it. ;)

~ RECYCLE

I'm BIG on recycling!

{ Gotta love the relationship that starts out as friendship.

{ Why make a Blog ?

Perhaps to express in words, pictures or thoughts that mean a lot to you.
Do something productive with your time.
Keep track of your thoughts.

So if you don't have a Blog & there's apart of you that you'd like to share with the world then perhaps you should make one! :) Think about it this way .. Perhaps you were to pass away tomorrow .. This would be the greatest reference to who you truly are ..

I certainly recommend Tumblr as well. I just find more options & easy navigation on Blogger.
Let me know if and when you create a blog and I'll follow you. Link up!

{ NO TRESPASSING

Why do men get upset when they don't get what they want? Like relax dude, it's my body anyway ... Is it not ?! #CONFUSEDLOOK !

{ When boredom strikes ...

Today is one of those days when the sun is tryin to peak out but the clouds aren't givin way. I think the sun motivates me and gives me energy. It sort of gives me hope for a 'brighter day', I suppose ...

Oh boy, I guess I should get off my rump and do something, but sometimes I'm so down so I lack the self-motivation.. I find myself aimlessly lingering & watching time pass by. Time is precious and I've gotta get out of this depressing mood. I did it once, so I can do it again ! STARTING NOW !!

WORD TO THE WISE : Get off that hump of yours & DO SOMETHING! If nobody else is gonna encourage you, ENCOURAGE YOURSELF! You can do it, I assure you. I don't know how much I can help, but I'm always willing :)

- Spread peace, love, & positivity. Im off this! ;)

I'm not perfect

Listen . . . I'm no scholar and I was never a straight A student (or even close to it) so don't expect me to have the best grammar on here. I may misuse words, I may have the wrong spelling and I may have run-ons, but if do please do let me know. Now that doesn't mean comment on my post just to get some recognition for fixing one of my mistakes. Deliver it properly ... Send me a message or something. I'm only human, just like everyone else. My only motive for this blog is to get you to see what I see & feel what I feel, because personally I feel like I'm one in a million. If you agree with any of my posts be sure to let me know. Your comments are always appreciated.

~ " Just one of those days "

I'm having one of those days when everything just seems like a BAD DREAM. The bad dream I woke up from initiated it, the weather added to it, & the absence of a companion finished it.

My dreams are never that great (makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes) . Those bleak, overcast, rainy days screw up my mood (BIG TIME) & the absence of a companion makes me feel as though I'm being deprived of some sense of serenity b(everybody needs a place where they can feel safe, ya kno). Just because a lot of us are blessed and haven't experienced most of the bad that goes on this world, it doesn't mean it doesn't EXIST! I suppose we take for granted how blessed we really are.

Life just get's extra depressing .. Over the years I trained myself to disregard any feelings of sadness. It used to consume me and I'd drift off to a place where there was nothing but cloudy skies and I became COMPLETELY CARELESS - I didn't even care about life, I was just disconnected from everything.

I think allowing yourself to dwell in unhappiness is one of the WORST things you could do, it only makes matters worse. So whenever I'm sad or down, I simply shake out of it. I try to find the positive and put all the negative in the back of my mind ; just so I can be at peace within myself even if it is a temporary.

Well anyway, I'm sure by the time I get to work I'll be iight (i don't think I have a choice anyway, lol). By tomorrow I'll come to terms with everything. Like I said, I'm a tough cookie, I'll be just fine ;)

~ A hot shower does the trick ;)

I know this is really random (and there will be more random posts on the way), but I want to take the time out to express how deeply I feel about LONG HOT showers. For example, after having a long day and rushing home to relax I always start it off with a loooooong hooooooot shower! For me it's like a sense of liberation, & a method of relaxation.

First things first, I play sensual music (almost always) and then I undress slowly ... Before I head in the shower, I pause & take a second in the mirror. Most people do it but don't take notice, so believe me it's nothing out of the ordinary. Personally, it's a way of self evaluation & it's a way of boosting confidence. I have high self-esteem so I don't really need the boost nor does it have anything to do with being conceited .. It's about feeling sexy about yaself, ya kno?

Well after doing all that, I finally hop in the shower, I soap up, shave whatever needs to be shaved, do a facial, soap up twice (once with regular soap then the second time with scented body wash). Finally, I wash off.

I was gonna try to keep this blog on a somewhat "serious" level but I'm too much of a clown to stay serious ... Well anyway, you know those commercials with a white lady in the shower & she has her head submerged under the faucet as if she's standing under a waterfall ? ... Well I ALWAYS wanted to do that but I NEVER wanted to get my weave wet, lmao !! You gotta have EXTRA time for all that !! & then when I try it with my natural hair it gets all kinky and curly so it never works out quite the same :( Maybe one day lol.

But on a serious note though . . . I just really love hot showers. Mainly because it's soothing, it's serene, & it's relieving. To be honest, I always compared it to an orgasm, lol! Well, ya know because it's all extra hot, maybe too hot to the point where it tends to feel real good, and it's like any tension you have simply RELEASES ! Oh boy, do I love LONG HOT SHOWERS ! :)

~ Everybody deserves a chance

You know, they always say everybody deserves a chance. But to me; i always thought that was bullshit . . . Like why should i waste my time & and someone elses; especially when NOTHING would ever evolve between us ? " His swag is totally off, i doubt we have much in common & im just not attracted to him AT ALL. "

Just because a man doesn't instantly strike you as attractive that doesn't mean he doesn't have other striking qualities . . . You see, sometimes the best qualities are those that are located within. The exterior things are just cover up ; things to distract you from the main goal. you can never determine a persons heart just by looks. Word to wise : when finding an individual/ soul mate / or " significant other ", try not to focus on the exterior and seek where their inner beauty really lies. Here's a clue - THE SOUL.

I tend to get the guys that are overall " good looking " ; & because of this sometimes i overlook the others that may come a little short. & because of they're shortcoming i guess i feel like their not good enough. Not even good enough to give them a chance because i feel like there's no way in hell i could EVER be attracted to them. Truth is, im ALWAYS WRONG !!

Last year i met a boy at a party, i walked passed him, and he stopped me. Well i guess you can say he was " spittin his game ", but to be honest i wasn't really interested. We were at a party & i wanted to walk around, look cute and just enjoy myself. & plus, the music was loud & i couldn't hear a thing that he was sayin. So i cut him off and said , " you know what, just take my numba & hit me up ". I figured later on i'd get the chance to really break it down to him & bullshit some excuse of why we couldn't be anything more than friends. i didn't mind being friends but i didn't wanna lead him on , ya kno ?.

Well one of his friends ended up talkin to one of my girls, and they started feelin each other so they wanted to chill. Of course they came up w. the idea for all of us to chill, as usual i was down for whateva. I mean , it couldn't hurt right ? So we did, and it was coo, we all clicked really good. & i had lots of fun.

So the next time we chilled i still wasn't attracted to him . . . Well that's not until he came onto me & boooooooy lemmi tell you !! He pressed all the right buttons !!

My friend would always beg me to give him a chance but like i said, i just wasn't havin it. But once he came onto me i felt a spark that became a flame ( to this day that flame still exists; we don't date or anything; but i always got love for the kid ) It was then that i realized that he wasn't just this wack, soft boy with the killa foreign swag, that i thought he was. I didn't think he had what it took to attract me to him. But boooooooy was i wrong ! OH MAN !

Well after that we kept kickin it and long story short, to this day i have the most cherished memories with him. & regardless he'll always be my NUMBER ONE boo. & imagine, i was so judgemental and a bit discriminating i'd say. i mean, i just feel bad knowing that that's how i was thinking at the time. & its funny because most times we don't notice our faults ; but you know, it's good to be aware of them & jus learn from em'. Well im happy i gave him the chance & im happy that i met him :)