~ " Just one of those days "

I'm having one of those days when everything just seems like a BAD DREAM. The bad dream I woke up from initiated it, the weather added to it, & the absence of a companion finished it.

My dreams are never that great (makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes) . Those bleak, overcast, rainy days screw up my mood (BIG TIME) & the absence of a companion makes me feel as though I'm being deprived of some sense of serenity b(everybody needs a place where they can feel safe, ya kno). Just because a lot of us are blessed and haven't experienced most of the bad that goes on this world, it doesn't mean it doesn't EXIST! I suppose we take for granted how blessed we really are.

Life just get's extra depressing .. Over the years I trained myself to disregard any feelings of sadness. It used to consume me and I'd drift off to a place where there was nothing but cloudy skies and I became COMPLETELY CARELESS - I didn't even care about life, I was just disconnected from everything.

I think allowing yourself to dwell in unhappiness is one of the WORST things you could do, it only makes matters worse. So whenever I'm sad or down, I simply shake out of it. I try to find the positive and put all the negative in the back of my mind ; just so I can be at peace within myself even if it is a temporary.

Well anyway, I'm sure by the time I get to work I'll be iight (i don't think I have a choice anyway, lol). By tomorrow I'll come to terms with everything. Like I said, I'm a tough cookie, I'll be just fine ;)