~ Everybody deserves a chance

You know, they always say everybody deserves a chance. But to me; i always thought that was bullshit . . . Like why should i waste my time & and someone elses; especially when NOTHING would ever evolve between us ? " His swag is totally off, i doubt we have much in common & im just not attracted to him AT ALL. "

Just because a man doesn't instantly strike you as attractive that doesn't mean he doesn't have other striking qualities . . . You see, sometimes the best qualities are those that are located within. The exterior things are just cover up ; things to distract you from the main goal. you can never determine a persons heart just by looks. Word to wise : when finding an individual/ soul mate / or " significant other ", try not to focus on the exterior and seek where their inner beauty really lies. Here's a clue - THE SOUL.

I tend to get the guys that are overall " good looking " ; & because of this sometimes i overlook the others that may come a little short. & because of they're shortcoming i guess i feel like their not good enough. Not even good enough to give them a chance because i feel like there's no way in hell i could EVER be attracted to them. Truth is, im ALWAYS WRONG !!

Last year i met a boy at a party, i walked passed him, and he stopped me. Well i guess you can say he was " spittin his game ", but to be honest i wasn't really interested. We were at a party & i wanted to walk around, look cute and just enjoy myself. & plus, the music was loud & i couldn't hear a thing that he was sayin. So i cut him off and said , " you know what, just take my numba & hit me up ". I figured later on i'd get the chance to really break it down to him & bullshit some excuse of why we couldn't be anything more than friends. i didn't mind being friends but i didn't wanna lead him on , ya kno ?.

Well one of his friends ended up talkin to one of my girls, and they started feelin each other so they wanted to chill. Of course they came up w. the idea for all of us to chill, as usual i was down for whateva. I mean , it couldn't hurt right ? So we did, and it was coo, we all clicked really good. & i had lots of fun.

So the next time we chilled i still wasn't attracted to him . . . Well that's not until he came onto me & boooooooy lemmi tell you !! He pressed all the right buttons !!

My friend would always beg me to give him a chance but like i said, i just wasn't havin it. But once he came onto me i felt a spark that became a flame ( to this day that flame still exists; we don't date or anything; but i always got love for the kid ) It was then that i realized that he wasn't just this wack, soft boy with the killa foreign swag, that i thought he was. I didn't think he had what it took to attract me to him. But boooooooy was i wrong ! OH MAN !

Well after that we kept kickin it and long story short, to this day i have the most cherished memories with him. & regardless he'll always be my NUMBER ONE boo. & imagine, i was so judgemental and a bit discriminating i'd say. i mean, i just feel bad knowing that that's how i was thinking at the time. & its funny because most times we don't notice our faults ; but you know, it's good to be aware of them & jus learn from em'. Well im happy i gave him the chance & im happy that i met him :)